Colours

Stop, take a look around,
Can you see the burst of a million colours,
And as I see your face,
It all looks black and white till I scream your name,
Its so beautiful,
Makes the stars shine a lil brighter,
Colour looks a whiter
Coz you light up my world
Yeah you, make the colours come alive,
Make them mix and match
And burst till all i can see
Is the colours

Bury The Sun

Options are limited down this lonely path I've chosen,
I know that the sun is far behind me,
The choices I have made, just see the world in an endless maze, and leave me running around in circles,
Stare blankly ahead, there's nothing more to see than a broken empty shell of what I used to be,
If we could bury the sun,
To enter into a life of darkness,
Would you be my light,
To lead me as you would,
And love me if you could,
If we only should, bury the sun
I want to see the world as you would,
When you're about to burst with joy,
Because this depression is wasting my life away,
And all i want it to be happy again,
But that seems to be a million light years away
 

Find The One

We need to find the ones we love
For if we don’t then what’s the point of living?
For if we are as hard as we seem,
Do we really have an existence?
I’m always searching for you my darling,
Looking everywhere for you,
For I am nothing without you,
I am nothing if I’m not near you.
You are my life my air my everything
You are the hope that keeps me from dying.
You are my heart my soul my mind
You are the breath that keeps me living.
The world is full of people,
Some are looking some have found,
That special person they can’t live without,
I suffer with those who have not,
And I share your pain everyday.
For those who have found your one true love,
Do not keep it to yourself
Let the world know of your happiness
Let the world know you’ll are one.
Searching may be hard I know,
I have searched my whole life for you
You who are still in search of her
Do not yield, she waits for you.
You are my true spirituality
We are one under the sun
When the world ends all we have
Is each other and no one else.
I am waiting for you my girl
For only then can we become one
We must join together in this world
For only then we are invincible.
We must find the one for us
For if we don’t we are not one.
We are not a complete being
We are nothing but bodies without a soul

That moment

 Yes, THAT moment. When you just gave you're everything to someone and she just says "oh you're too much of a good friend". Maybe its me. Maybe I do want something more from people. Maybe I ask too much. But that moment just sucks. And all I could do is just stare blankly ahead and try to fathom the place where I went wrong. But i never find it. And that's what makes me worry. Am i going to die alone? Do i actually deserve this horrible lonliness? Sigh, thoughts like these are best left in blogs. Where people never read them but only you know they exist. But that hope is there that someone will chance upon it and relate to it. Stars have died faster... Cruel universe why do you taunt me so? With women and opportunity just to watch me crash and fall a broken person with just myself to pick up the pieces and try to carry on.....

The Warmth Of A Summer Morn

THE WARMTH OF A SUMMER MORN

My heart beats,
But I can’t feel my feet,
I took the fall and it didn’t even matter after all
Chorus
Fate would have it otherwise
As I fall through empty skies,
Just waiting to die
The cold from winter is here,
And as my death draws nearer
A hint of a spark is formed
Just like the warmth of a summer morn


A force ties me to this spot
Is it visible I know not?
The hate I felt for you is gone
Just like the warmth of a summer morn


And now the winter blows away
And I see the light of day
And you have fallen from my mind
Yea I’ve left you behind

And I just stop and stare
Coz everything I want is where
My heart longs to be
And that’s where you are with me
Why won’t you realize?
That I’m burning inside
Won’t you ever love me back?
You may as well stab me in the back
But I know you will never listen
And that’s why your faith lessens
Just leave me alone
In the warmth of a summer morn…

 

The Pause

For want of love we tear everything down in our path, the acceptance of what we can never have is destructive, and though in life it's ephemeral, living through the moments kill us on the inside. An empty shell of a man lies in me, he always slumbers but he's never at peace, on cold winter nights, when it's calm and quiet, he whispers softly to me of the lives he inspired. For when the truth reveals itself, on shattered spines of loyal men, the weak rise to raze castles, only to fall as wicked tyrants. Our strongest moments are when we brave our darkest enemies, but it is not will that defines us, but the pause of courage and consequence.